Hi
04-07-2025 Friday
I am at Home and Today is holiday due to USA Independence day
I have 3 instant Holydays, Friday USA Independence day, Saturday and Sunday week Off.
I want to use these days for upskilling and change my Job Domain
Now Time is 12:20
I have completed half day in Friday I have more 60 hours
My plan is
today I first focus on gaining Knowledge then 2 or 3 hours I practice on SAP server
yeah It is difficult to me, starting, listing and Gaining knowledge on SAP or anything.
I am resilience - make mistakes and feel monotonous but I just focus on learning in-depth knowledge.
I am not unhappy with my current job, I am happy with my job and co workers and my management,
My Goal was to become a SAP Fico Consultant but no fresher jobs available on SAP, I am also not well in it, I am not good in some basic skills also, I have to learn these all basic skills like, Communication, MS word, Excel... etc.
I can not use my previous company Experience also,
Now I am believing, It is Gods plan
that is
making me learn basic skills at my current organization, then use this experience to SAP
RIGHT NWO I have to work on real time scenarios and gain hands on experience then give interview and get job on SAP FICO CONSULTANT
and I also work on
I focus to become to financially strong and earning money, in Investing in gold, Land, Fixed deposit and Indexes, I earn money wherever I get opportunity ...
and
I help students, people, who are struggling to get job and financially, I can no help them with money but with guide them sharing my knowledge and experience.
These is all about my short plans and goals
thanks my day and god for giving these day to me
bye
04-07-2025
I am westing my time thinking about something, it is not useful to me and nothing important to me,
I have been doing nothing useful to me and I should have been working SAP, I should have read materials or at least I should have read Linked IN posts,
I have not even seen market and analyzed the stocks
I talked them to give some support and share some points but they are not even thinking to change their life and their mindset is different, I could not talk anything, just accepted them.
Now I will read SAP STUDY METERIAL AND GAIN SOME KNOWLEDGE
I go to YouTube and see some SAP FICO COURSE BEST TRAINERS THAN LAXAMAN AND srinivas desam, if I do not find best trainers them I will follow them from begging
day 1 Training
I follow learn what is it definition and meaning of it then
I create two Company codes and do practice with them
that's it for now thank you 4:22 04-07-2025
08-07-2025 Tuesday 11:20 pm
Hi my dear dairy
How are you doing!
I am doing well, I am observing that There are a lot of changes in my mindset and my life from when I started doing Meditation, writing dairy(personal blog) and exercise Everyday without skipping a day.
I planned my time after writing my blog on Friday
My goals - Planning , following Trading rules and Invest money at safest place(earn money), SAP Consultant, upskilling my communication skills, Learning and Growing in current company
Four different goals -
I planned and managing my time for four goals -
1) Current job - 8:30 am to 5:30 and 7pm to 10pm
2) Upgrading Communication skills on Mentza(Manaswika ma'am circle at 9:30, and Evening circles)
Actively speaking whenever I get opportunity
3) Drawing charts and practicing drawing charts whenever I get time on daily ( especially before ging to bed)
4) SAP FICO CONSULTANT - Wednesday morning 1 recording and weekend 5 video
This time table give me a lot relief , enjoying peace, Mindfulness and Happy Life
this is for now my friend thank you bye - 11:55 pm
bye
14-07-2025 11:35 Monday
Hi Friend
I can not sleep writing
I enjoyed weekend a lot with my family
we are going to celebrate bonalu festival next week
I texted Tanya on sunday regarding remaining SAP Training recording videos, she replied on monday(today)
she said that he can not send recordings freely unless I pay amount for it.
It hurt me a lot, changed mood entirely and office situations
I am started working Invoices and Suresh is finishing is work daily, I could complete 25% of him,
I have not listen training sessions well - I have to improve it
be in early (before 5 minutes ) meeting or office or mentza circles
dress for pleasure not to impress others
listen carefully
focus on speaker
watch recordings again
be open and ask doubts and clarify it before its late - learn
be happy - do not think about others
DO NOT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING OR anyone
my life my wish I will make it better
do not think about co workers and management - try to give answers as per your knowledge
Focus on work and listen carefully and do things slowly when others are watching
if you required to do fast do it what may ever
1) focus on 10 to 4 office
2) Trading ( I am half there, If market indicates trade set up plan trade( ENTRY, STOP LOSS, EXT)
Do not afraid to take trade if good set up gives
if I dare to take risk and not dare, I never win, be brave take risk, I will definitely win
3) SAP ON Wednesday morning and weeked
4) Communication
do not feel jealousy and accept it and no argue and do not hurt my self becausree their behaviour
I am really happy to share with my lovely dairy
thanks for listening and bearing me
I will come again with happiness - see you soon
15-04-2025 Tuesday 12:05
19-07-2025 12:23 am
Hey my dairy!
How Have you been!!
I have been doing great for a week, I am happy, not worrying about future and not sad about past, enjoying simple life,
Going to office and coming home
If I get free time reeding Almanack of Naval Ravikanth, It is very interesting...
Now days I am focusing on present work
I managing my time as per time table,
Time Table reduced my stress and worries and improved my listening(wrongly typed spelling again)and corrected) skills and Focus..
I really enjoying small talk with people while coming to Home on public transport, office and wherever I go,
Yesterday I chatted with sa*ka after long time, I really enjoyed conversation about staring a business with 0 investment , I want to have that kind of conversation with her, but she does not show interest, I hope I get conversation more chances to talk with her..
I am glancing at two different girls who are working two different neighbor companies, I am admiring their beauty, actually they are not beautiful, but I like them..
Yesterday it was Friday, They wore different styles, I can not turn my eyes from them,
one girl because she has curly hair and another one looks fascinated
if I get chance to talk with them, I will definitely talk with them..
coming to my office work
everything is good in office, I am improving my skills little by little and bit by bit
Avoiding distractions and focusing on work as well those two girls😂
actively participating in meeting and taking Notes and creating opportunity and speaking ...
observing some changes in me...
and keep going
Now SAP
as I said to you learning SAP on weekends and Wednesday Morning and working on it gaining knowledge and hands on experience ....
eagerly waiting for SAP learning time....
Trading
working on it and missed good opportunity but no worry about it
I get a lot of better chance to take Trade...
just be in market..
I had great small talk with fellow passengers on Metro Train, we exchanged Numbers also,
Feeling happy for it, they liked me as I am and
I want to Travel on weekend to neighbor cities, states( Temples and Tourist Places) to receive that kind of feel and kind, smart and mature people...
that's it for now my friend..
see you soon, thank you...
19-07-2025 1:20 am
27-07-2025 Sunday 11:31 pm
Hi my lovely friend Dairy
I am happy to being here again and share my thoughts... Thanks for bearing me
It has been over one week, I have clinomania to write the blog..
Now days I do not know How I am feeling happy or sad..
but just learning something in life and enjoying it but I do not whether it will useful to me or not and I do not know whether I can build good career on it or not.
I hope I get what I deserve in my life...
Making simple mistakes in office and personal life ....
I will not make those kind of mistakes again
I will conscious and be in present in my life how I am active in my return train Raidurg metro station.
I talk with fellow passengers and sometimes sleepy mood, takin easy about life..
I am doing my best to achieve my goals and working hard
my goal is to come out of earn money -
I was Interested in earing money when I was in my school
I always love to talk with people, help, support..
realized no one listens and no one pay attention without money...
Money is not first priority but need for life to survive
I want to earn money without hurting anyone....
let's see what happens i just work hard for my goals....
earing money and making good people around me .... Thank you god for giving this life ...
I am happy right now and enjoying my life
goin g to bed bye
see around😆
28-07-2025 12:10am
Hi! 05-12-2025
I hope you are doing well my dairy,
I am really happy to being here.
So many happed in my from past days, hard and good days, still breathing
Right now I am getting any thoughts to write but Sometimes I really feel like to write so many things.
I participated adavi bathukamma event in bathukamma celebrations time, adavi bathumma is awareness program about saving forest, trees, Environment, plastic and pollution. I was really happy to participate in adavi bathukamma program.
I participated one more event that voice for welfare event in indra park, it was beautiful and had a good day.
I shared my thoughts with them, get good responds from them it was lovely day...
I am active in trading, ice-cream business , SAP Consultant job and business apart from my job.
that's it for today, thank you..
see you soon! 05-12-2025
Hi My Dairy(25-04-2026)
I am happy to come back to write the dairy after long time,
I have been doing well,
As you know I am enhancing my skills in SAP Fico consultant, Trading and finance...
I have improved a lot and gained experience in Trading and finance.
My plans are -
Accounts payable specialist, 10 am to 4 pm and 7pm to 10pm
Trading - 9 am to 11:30 am and be in the market and wait for the opportunity , grab the opportunity whenever i get it.
SAP Fico Consultant - gaining knowledge day by day
Now I am not getting anything to write that's it thank you
bye, see you soon.
Hi Dairy 31-05-2026 Sunday 12:43 PM
Hi Dairy, How is everything going?
I am happy and enjoying my life..
Now Days I am working with VFW, Theo Foundation, PriJiva...
I am participating clean up drives every weeked with Prijiva team to restore nayapul footpath, but it could again cover with weste in rainy season by floods and air, But I am gving best to restore that place and sharing my thoughts, giving 100 % dedication in every action and taking resposibilty, I am giving time to morning 6 am to 1 pm everysunday.
I made prijiva vidios and gave voice over, psoted in my bewithme22 instagram page, I am getting good views for the vidios, and I have been strugling for content and give voiceover and edit and record but I learn from prijiva and other NGO's people to speak and open my mind and got support from all.
I am really happy to meet same kind kind of mindeset people in Prijiva, and I had never involved in big acheivement since I born, we got 130+ voluters on may 24th, we worked hard and planned and I also played some cruacial role in the prijiva 24th may drive, it also gave big achiavement to me, I really enjoyed it...
I wanted invite my school friends for the may 24th cleanup drive, but I had seconf thought about it like they do not like social activities and do not even support and not awear about the this kind of things, but I regret I should have invited them and seen their response, next time I will try...
I am not regularly participting VFW and Theo Foundation, I took leaves last week for trip and it got cancel, I was free and I participated in Theo summar camp and I was really happy and enjoued the day with KK and vamshi and others and the children, these people are my favirote and I spent good times with all my faviratos.. I think I do not get time again in my lifet but let's hope try to join them and support people.
I am waiting for the VFW events abount education and child marriages. I will join with them..
I recorded everything share it in my page by articlating and support the VFW, Theo, and Prijiva and birng awerness about Education, Civic Sense and what I freaquetly think about it and do something for under privilged communties.
But what I gave time to NGO's, I lost time to give to my SAP practice and trading and family and some other things, but I feel missing somethig, thats thesee may be...
I am confuisng about life, shall I continue career in Accouts payable only or change domain to the SAP and other and want upskill my AI, SEO and vidio editing and digital skills...
in SAP, we do not have fresher oppurnuites, only option is saying worked as SAP consultant and jump in, but it is not easy and I stated praticsing but losing, putting some burden my head, whatever I do I feel burden little, do not the reaso, I feel like to find what I love but not sure what I love... now days I am feeling like Give up on SAP, and build Trading and Digital skills and shiftt the company to get packege and settle down in that company, it is easy no risk and no tension.....
If I give up on SAP consultant, I will be free mentally and physically and enjoy maintain my helath fit as fiddle..
In Trading, I have not gotten good results in Trading, I am still strugling to idetify the candles to take trede, I did not lost my capital and gain the money, but I am daily seeing and obseriving the charts and not getting time to oppornuity to take the trade and somtimes missing the setup but timing is 9 to 11 but getting set up after the 11 am, I am following the my rulles and I lost trades with FOMO, but I learnt from it..
I do everything with emotions and will be in la la land...
I freaquetly lose the conciousness and lost the conversation and I will not be in present and live somewhere, But I am seeing some change since state working with NGO's... I am coming out and speaking and getting oppornuities as well to my self to my self..
I do not know why I can not mingle with people and talk close talks in office and NGO's I think because I am serious about my work and show dedication and I change little bit, I look chill and smile and speak freel with people....
Mentza is no more live audio circles... I am sad about it, AI impacted the mentza english coaches jobs, they lose the jobs...
When I will come back here, I will come with clatrity about SAP, Trading and NGO's and current job and communication skills and giving people priority and working for my self and grow mys self and be as fit as a fiddle and no nonsse and stupidy mindset ....
see you soon,
byee.....(31-05-2026 1:50pm)
Hi!, How are you doing
Thanks for waiting for me, I am too waiting for you to be here.
It has been long time, I am enjoying my life. a lot Changed in my life in last 1 month,
Happy, Happy...........................
Took Term Insurance, Spandulu in my life, working with NGO's but hurting me looking people in different situations, but happy to support people and society. Invested good amount in the market. got good start for instagram page bewithme.
Constructing room in empty space backside home, Farming lang is good after giving lease, I am taking good trades, ate outside idly, avoiding heavy food, Planning trip in next month. had a good conversation with manaswika and open mind and be yourself and it is uniqueness, reading book and enjoying books learning a lot, following news daily and updates,
Gave up on enhancing skills but I will restart and enhance well, I will be come back strong.
have a plan to start a business, have ideas, but waiting for the time and support from family. I will start the business without family my self earn money and take permission. hoping Spandulu soap works out, hope for best, next time I will come with staring business.
I would like to share everything in detail, have other work and will share everything next time..
Thank you for your Time, see you soon(20:09, 22-06-2026)
Good Afternoon 12-07-2026 01:37 PM
My dear diary how are you doing, I am feeling well and everything is good from side and I life is sad and happy, Now days I am not enjoying my presents but trying to be presence and happy life..
Trading is going well and following my plan,
No Overtrading
No overthinking
No FOMO
No fear
No greed
NO excitement
Just following plan and my trading rules
Price Action
Identifying Trend
UP trend - Buy on Dip
down Trend - Sell on Raise
No Trade in Side ways
I need to be learn Candle sticks to identify the entry confirmation at support and resistance.
I do not react to random traders who talk about random big profits and losses, it does not impact on my Trading psychology
I am not taking trades randomly, following price action, sometimes market does not give opportunities to set up as per plan, I am waiting for the set up and I am focusing on execution and maintaining proper stop loss around 10 rupees.
Maintaining Trilling stop loss as per my plan, if it is hit my stop loss and trilling stop loss, is it okay to me, because market may go up an down, could not predict it, Trading only in Nifty 50.
going with Probability and as per trend.
Invested around 1 lakh rupees in the Nifty 50 EFT and HDFC bank,
I picked the HDFC because HDFC is down around 20 %, Nifty 50 only down 12 to 15 %, I can get return in HDFC than Nifty, Now planning to invest in other good companies with bad news for short term with buy on dip concept.
loss money around 30 k while learning, but gained experience, I believe my experience brings me big returns and make me stay in the market for long time.
Till now, gained good experience in the market and happy for it. Thank you Market.
I restarted SAP with proper way, I sacrifice all to get job in SAP, if I do not even get the Job as consultant, I will have good knowledge in Finance concepts and I can work anywhere in finance department.
Content Creation - my goal is to post at least a video in Instagram be with me page, nvow I have content about tankbund. mnay ideas to post on my bewithme page, letsee how it goes...
Artivo AP Job is going good, everything is gaining and openley talk wihtout fear, take oppurnuity and talk and request, use communiation skills, learn AI and do Automation.
Do whatever you like with common sense and without hurting anyone and anything.
All good my friend, see you soon, Thank you... (12-07-2026 2:23 PM)
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